Taking a Picture
Taking a Picture
It is not this easy to take a Picture.
To understand what we do with a camera.
To understand what is a camera.
We are used to take pictures of ourselves.
Or go to a Photograph if we want a good look.
But do we really know what is taking a picture.
We do know it is a reflection of a couple of seconds.
From a needle whole from a closed it shoe box,
We can image a view onto a paper
This is what we call a negative.
We have then to make the positive of it.
We need a comfortable work space.
Lots of books and a good instructor.
Of course we could call this a Laboratory.
Or a dark room as you wish.
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A Little About Me
I do drawings
From reading cartoons when I was a kid.
I thought my mother was better than me.
She really knew how to play kids stuff.
I saw her pastels.
I thought I was just copying.
I was really in admiration, still am.
I sure loved these cartoons.
One day I really drew them my way.
I was drawing from pictures I was seeing,
from newspaper, magazines and
mostly from children books.
I was copying them perfect. I thought.
I was singing, and repeating the words.
My father was repeating all the time.
I had no voice, with his laughter.
It is only when I was alone on these field
trips and picnics.
In the summer catching caterpillars.
I was singing there, still am in the woods.
At camps with others, we were
screeming.

This is not the way I wanted to draw.
I knew in my dreams I was performing.
I would have never caught that.
They were angels, or stars for real.
This is my childhood secrets.
This is not the ways I wanted to perform.
In all of our games, and plays.
We were learning to be the best.
I will never understand why they were
not showing me what I knew.
The real things, the real stars.
I really thought after a while, we had
to learn all of it ourselves.
We learned all through these years, work.
We learned the words, and expressions.
The language is part of communicating.
Geography became an important matter.
We had to know where was the trees
coming from. My biology stayed intact.
I wanted to become a majorette, a vet for
animals. I wanted to fly a plane.
My brother was bringing trees to my
mother as a flower for her.
What funny ways we had.
My brother and sister were laughing at
me at church from being so serious.
With reasons, we had to listen.
The Seasons
In the Spring, we started to go and check
out the lake for the warmer season.
We would see dams built which made
floods on the roads.
What fun times we had when were kids.
I could write forever and ever.
To never forget our good times.
All our practices to become an adult.
I really wonder if we ever did.
We thought our life was to deal with
working with our hands and our heart.
Could never figure it out better.
My Practices
All our exercises is to balance activities.
In one day, weeks, months and years.
This is how we understand the present.
Everything we do from morning till dawn.
Is carefully put together to remember.
Carefully worked everyday.
From and worked again till perfection.
Till our own contentment.
We do not think it is art, or nothing
else than normal living.
This is perfect as it is.
We were never able to do this again.
The PresentWith schools and still now universities.
We understand the differences.
We are different people.
We all have different dreams.
Some things we achieve.
We can only remember the good things.
To try to make it again.
This is why I learned Photography.
I resolved my problem there.
It is still just another play.
Understanding a picture or anything I see
I think I understand my life.
I think I know the world better now.
I can tell my story better. I will not faint.
I am still shy. But I am all voice.
I can sing and do everything now.
I hope it lasts. Maybe we can make it.
This time in another place and time.
You can all work it yourselves
Even though we are not the same.
Stories are build with our lives.
It is great energy, and patience.
Just remember we always have
To start all over again.
Like a new photo.
Or a new stitch on an embroidery.
Recipe
We were also painting the numbered
pictures.
Practicing all these ways with wools and
threads.
At school when they were asking for
drawings, I was stuck to ask my mother.
I one time sang a solo and fell apart.
How much I was shy.
But I did not know I was right.
It had to make sense all of this.
Even though I was seeing myself on these
screens, on my black and white
television.
We played it well with carton boxes.
Inventing all sorts of houses for our paper
dolls.
These dolls have become so real.
It does really make me scared sometimes.
This is where the butterflies appear.
You see what I mean.
We need to cover ourselves constantly.
Even though we think we are the only
one in our mind and thoughts.
What does it mean all of this and why.
Unless we lose everything each time.
Performing is a way of life.
A way we learn for ourselves and
privately.
We have no friends and sometimes.
Nobody is there or live in this world.
They are constant decisions to make.
A lot of investments as well are required.
A touch of faith may appear real.
But we want to keep it all.
I can not say everything.
Neither take photos of everything.
The goal here is to think of ourselves.
This is the worst to explain, as blues.
As time passes by, and most of the time.
Cuts us up from the reality.
I want to play, but I want to live.
A Picture
First a picture, a drawing or a piece of paper has a specific size. What we see, do, or draw on a paper or a canvas are lines and dots. This we know since two different periods. We have to decide this. It is important because we want to know what we do and why. This is ourselves and our expression to others which becomes real. We have learned since a young age to read and write. Even if we did copy, Or answer questions from the chalk of our teacher. We were telling a certain truth to ourselves as well. Everyone has that right to learn, and to know. To draw is known from much before the long periods of time. Great scriptures have been decided to become laws and rules for man to obey. Great wars have made the orders of methods also for us to understand today. This is why we go to schools. To learn in ways the existence of perfections which already exists. I do not sincerely believe we do invent something here. Inventing is a great word. I would prefer saying we do understand. And each of us has this right and rule to learn to understand better his own life. Since we do have only one body, our life is important to live with everything our body can hold.
Second, what we write or draw or do on a paper or on a canvas or whatever other material we use to express ourselves is what we need to understand. As understanding is a first goal and reasons why we do communicate. Even if it is just a letter to someone, a writing stays written as everything else we do. We leave a mark of our living. As funny as it may appear. What we are saying is we are asking ourselves a question. It may make sense and may not. This could be the first question of the question. You know what I mean.
Third, we have a picture or a page in front of our eyes, and what do we see. What we see is a truth. The truth that we see is not necessarily the truth, but a perspective of our vision. A quality of our understanding. It takes one body and a mind to do that. We can express ourselves about it to understand it better. Or just say what we think. You know saying an opinion or a critic as we know can also be a piece of art. How do we know this. Maybe because it is popular. This is just a style, and sometimes does not last. What is important is what we think, and what we make out of it. It is like we want to do our own thing. How do we know this.
Forth, we know a picture is a certain size piece. We know what we see all together are lines and dots. We know already we have an opinion. A piece of paper can be blank, or lined for writing on them. Writing is also a bunch of energy used from our mind and our body to describe ourselves into lettering. As a picture is. It means something. There is a reality of it, and what we see. An old picture or writing gets old with time. Meaning what we see and read from the past is changed into the present for what we think of it now. It is very important to understand these parts. Because they do repeat themselves in different part of our lives and activities. What we do and have become is also not always perfect. We do need this perfection in our everyday living. A person is a perfect human being. A human being as he ages can not at all times remember to be a machine to perform his life.
Fifth, what we do know is not wrong. Since we are a total person. We have our personal knowledge and assumption of what we think is better for ourselves. This is great, as long as we can respect everyone in our environment also. Since we know we are millions of people living in the present. We want to do our best to communicate to all of them. Since we are all perfect humans. We would like to live in a perfect world. This is why we have to do efforts, and service everything in life sometimes to be real. Life is worth living. To perform a life is impossible. To live our perfection is. To accept ourselves as we are is. To accept others as they are. As to look at a piece of paper and know we already think something. We just have to make the best out of it.
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Second, what we write or draw or do on a paper or on a canvas or whatever other material we use to express ourselves is what we need to understand. As understanding is a first goal and reasons why we do communicate. Even if it is just a letter to someone, a writing stays written as everything else we do. We leave a mark of our living. As funny as it may appear. What we are saying is we are asking ourselves a question. It may make sense and may not. This could be the first question of the question. You know what I mean.
Third, we have a picture or a page in front of our eyes, and what do we see. What we see is a truth. The truth that we see is not necessarily the truth, but a perspective of our vision. A quality of our understanding. It takes one body and a mind to do that. We can express ourselves about it to understand it better. Or just say what we think. You know saying an opinion or a critic as we know can also be a piece of art. How do we know this. Maybe because it is popular. This is just a style, and sometimes does not last. What is important is what we think, and what we make out of it. It is like we want to do our own thing. How do we know this.
Forth, we know a picture is a certain size piece. We know what we see all together are lines and dots. We know already we have an opinion. A piece of paper can be blank, or lined for writing on them. Writing is also a bunch of energy used from our mind and our body to describe ourselves into lettering. As a picture is. It means something. There is a reality of it, and what we see. An old picture or writing gets old with time. Meaning what we see and read from the past is changed into the present for what we think of it now. It is very important to understand these parts. Because they do repeat themselves in different part of our lives and activities. What we do and have become is also not always perfect. We do need this perfection in our everyday living. A person is a perfect human being. A human being as he ages can not at all times remember to be a machine to perform his life.
Fifth, what we do know is not wrong. Since we are a total person. We have our personal knowledge and assumption of what we think is better for ourselves. This is great, as long as we can respect everyone in our environment also. Since we know we are millions of people living in the present. We want to do our best to communicate to all of them. Since we are all perfect humans. We would like to live in a perfect world. This is why we have to do efforts, and service everything in life sometimes to be real. Life is worth living. To perform a life is impossible. To live our perfection is. To accept ourselves as we are is. To accept others as they are. As to look at a piece of paper and know we already think something. We just have to make the best out of it.
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